I bought a beret
aaaaannnnnyyyywwwwayyyysss, a lot has actually happened since the last time i posted. donald trump was elected president (thats another rant for a different day, just wait on it), i finished my 3rd semester of college, annnddd, i still work at a movie theater. yeah nothing that exciting has happened to me. actually, 2016 has kind of sucked in all honesty. i mean, there were some cool parts that i'd like to highlight when i get the chance, but other than that i feel like i've been so alone this year???
i live with my parents, and my friends all live on their own just 10 minutes away. which sounds convenient, but not when im literally scheduled the entire weekend, every weekend, and unable to see them at all. i went from seeing them every day to, like, never. i mean, they work, i work, and our class schedules are different of course, but it's just such a downer when im stuck at a movie theater for 8 hours while my friends are out having a good time. but this job also pays well and gives me hours so maybe i should shut up???? blhefbjkg. i've just spent a lot of time on my own this year. which is nice because i enjoy the solitude but i do also like to go out and explore and have fun with people i like.
school was also such a drag bc i decided that 8ams were a good idea, which, honestly werent awful...i was typically done with class by like 11 and i had the entire day to do more homework,,,, or just be a lazy bum. but also, "sophomores" really just get the short end of the stick. picking classes for spring was a BITCH bc the registration date was so late, and also sooooooo close to finals which means more stress for us??? i had to remake my schedule a good 4 times before i registered which is so annoying dude!!!!
2016, in general, was just a real pile of shit for the whole world. i hope that 2017 can show us that the grass is greener on the other side. i dont know why i thought nevershoutnever lyrics were appropriate just now but the damage is already done.
maybe my ass will try to post more as well and get my creative juices flowin!!!! because i also havent even crafted in like months????? ive been such a millennial, with my phone literally glued to my hand. i also have let my anxiety get the best of me at certain times and it made me hate myself for little bit bc anxiety sucks and is annoying and sometimes i dont know how to deal with it. but i also act like my own good friends dont deal with it as well, and wouldnt understand??? honestly im such a buffoon sometimes,,,,,
this post didnt really have any sense of direction, i just wanted to post because it's winter break and i've already watched too many episodes of glee to function anymore. im signing off. it's 9:02pm and im TIRED.
